Forever Lost
by Yulia Arsen
PHOTO: Mila Ovcherenko

Duration: 120 min with intermission
Do You Really Wanna Live Forever
Concept, performance: Yulia Arsen
Sound: Wassily Bosch
Outside eye: Anna Kozonina
Costumes: Masha Mirzoian
Utrennik
Concept, performance: Yulia Arsen
Sound, music curation: Wassily Bosch
Sound: Natalya Petrikowa
Sound, design: Pavel Pakhomov
Performer: Asya Ashman
Video: bottom escape
Costumes: Masha Mirzoian
Installation, performance:
Oleg Eliseev and Jenya Kukoverov (EliKuka)
Outside eye: Anna Kozonina
Production: Bedroom community association
Co-productions: TheĢaĢtre de Vanves, Point EphĆ©mĆØre x cheville, Voices Berlin, Site Art Projects, Franco-German Transfabrik Fund for the Performing Arts.
Residencies: Les SUBS, La Briqueterie CDCN, Atelier de Paris CDCN, TheĢaĢtre de Vanves, Point EpheĢmeĢre






Forever lost: Nostalgic Series of Lost Futures is an interdisciplinary two-part project exploring nostalgia, ghost futures, and collective memory through the lens of creepy post-Soviet rituals.
First part is the solo dance performance, Do You Really Wanna Live Forever, created by choreographer Yulia Arsen in collaboration with experimental musician Wassily Bosch, where movements echo folk dance, Soviet athletic propaganda aesthetics, and postures shaped by cheap drug use. These collide with fragmented sound ā distorted pop hits, ambient noise, and personal artifacts ā creating a purgatorial space where time feels frozen, as if the artists are trapped inside a memory capsule ā or have become that capsule themselves. At the heart of this experience lies an inability to truly express oneself or break free. This work embodies the absurdity of existence, where repetition, irony, and sincerity merge into a melancholic, yet strangely optimistic, loop.
The second part ā Utrennik ā is a multidisciplinary collective work by nine artists, where sound takes center stage ā merging with video and performance into a form of total installation. It delves into the āutrennikā ā a Soviet-era childrenās āmorning performanceā, a ritual where cheap costumes and scripted magic barely concealed a deeper emptiness. For many who grew up in post-Soviet countries, the āutrennikā became a symbol of exhausting repetition, creation without creativity, happiness without hope. Here, it reemerges as a metaphor for broken promises and futures that never arrived. Time folds in on itself. Performers drift like ghosts. Nothing begins. Nothing ends. The space remains ambiguous ā a school auditorium, a classroom, a New Yearās party, or a graduation ceremony? The audience is free to roam or linger quietly by the wall ā like at those festive occasions where you never quite wanted to join in.
Contributors

yulia arsen
artist
Yulia Arsen is an interdisciplinary artist who works at the intersection of dance, theater and contemporary art. She studied contemporary dance in Munich (Iwanson) and Kassel (SOZO vim) and then presented her own creations at Radialsystem (Berlin), mumok (Vienna), SAAL Biennaal (Tallinn), WHAT NEXT festival (Limerick), Iridescent festival (Bucharest) and others. Her solo "plastic bag" was selected for AEROWAVES Twenty 22. In 2023, her solo "the whip" premiered at ImPulsTanz. Based in Paris in 2025, she founded her company Bedroom Community as a space for embodied reflection and collective rethinking of post-Soviet cultural codes.

wassily bosch
musician
Wassily Bosch is a Paris-based experimental musician, composer, and sound curator. Under the scenic name "dolphin hospital" and other aliases, he explores extended techniques in electronic music, employing a hauntological approach and aesthetics through the use of obsolete equipment. Drawing on samples from vast archives and spontaneous sonic encounters, Bosch creates immersive soundscapes that lie between ritual dark ambient and post-vaporwave/glitch. His work often appears as part of video art projectsāboth solo and collaborativeāas well as in film projections, contemporary dance, and theater performances.

natalya petrikowa
sound artist
Natalya Petrikowa is a sound artist, producer, and live electronic performer (DAWless), working at the intersection of sound art, experimental dance music, and new media. She creates interactive and adaptive audio works that explore the relationship between technology, sound, and perception to enhance sensory experience. Her performances often incorporate melodies and poetic texts, weaving narratives rich in cultural and emotional resonance. In addition to her solo work, she collaborates as a sound designer and composer in the GameDev industry and regularly performs free improvisations with other musicians. She also participates in contemporary digital art exhibitions in collaboration with media artists.

asya ashman
dance artist
Asya Ashman is a dance artist and performer whose work explores hierarchies of attention, deconstructed entertainment, and the eerie. She holds a BA in Dance, Context, Choreography from HZT Berlin and a BA in Fine Arts from the University of Hertfordshire. Her practice spans performances, games, and workshops, emphasizing collaboration and cross-disciplinary experimentation across all age groups.

pavel pakhomov
sound artist
Pavel Pakhomov is an independent performer, musician, promoter, and graphic designer based in Berlin. He is the organizer of Act, a series of events focused on experimental music and performance. Pavel performs solo as well as part of the projects Marzahn and Falsche Menschen. In addition to his solo work, he collaborates as a vocalist, percussionist, drummer, and electronic musician.

Elikuka
visual artists
Elikuka is a collective formed by Oleg Eliseev and Evgenii Kukoverov, it emerged in 2007 with a bold, rule-breaking approach to art. Drawing on art history and museum conventions, Elikuka subverts norms with humor and surprise, blending Dadaist absurdity with joyful imagination. Collaboration and friendship are central to their practice, working with groups like XY (Iceland), RatRights (Austria), and Gelitin (Austria), among others. They are also members of the punk band I.H.N.A.B.T.B. and Evgenii's solo music project, which won the Soratnic Prize in 2012. In September 2022, Elikuka left Russia due to their anti-war stance. Now based in Paris.

bottom escape
video artist
Ivan Anisimov (bottom escape) is a photographer, cinematographer, and filmmaker based in Paris. He works with documentary photography, visual archives, as well as experimental and documentary cinema. At the core of his artistic practice lies the exploration of broken connections: between place and memory, body and society, personal and collective experience. His approach merges photography, film, and video as forms of poetic documentary observation. For him, the act of capturing reality is not so much a gesture of testimony as it is a ritual ā a way of preserving what is slipping away, with particular attention to images devoid of explicit authorship or expressiveness, almost impersonal, as if made āwithout will,ā as though reality inscribed itself directly into the frame. His interest lies far from aesthetics and closer to the everyday logic of registration, where the document becomes a trace, a residue ā a fleeting form of memory existing on the edge between personal gaze and anonymous systems of storage.